April 2013
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spn sppnn song like breathing et
For Reason Unknown - The Killers
Muse -
Heat of the Moment - Asia
March 2013
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February 2013
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Marina and the Diamonds
doctor
http://soundcloud-download.com
http://youtu.be/s05oi21BvyI
http://youtu.be/7nDiQdlkPbg
Don’t work
true little marshall kiss lul brave warrior like eights fine
long times some alright
January 2013
1 post
October 2012
2 posts
Dan's Videos.
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Check out this, this (if good, put in post)
July 2012
5 posts
Currently reading a book called The Future of Us by Jay Fisher, the author of Thirteen Reasons Why and Carolyn Mackler.
I find it so amazing how people in the past (1996) when internet just became a thing and open it to find Facebook, something that hasn’t been invented yet and take a look at their lives 15 years into the future.
What if I was in the past, back when I was 13 or 14 and took...
Youtube Video Ideas
Vlog: My interview at Wonderland
Sh!t my sister says -> Elephants, watching me from the bathroom, etc. squishness
Vlog: Showing people around my room
Vlog: Rant about why being a girl sucks
Vlog: At Wonderland and just sitting down answering questions while being questioned about my sanity?
Vlog: Showing the world how much I suck by showing the amazing things sis has made and how many...
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Warped Tour 2012
Woke up at exactly 7:10am and was wondering if I should take a 10 minute nap when I heard my sister say, “It’s 7:10.”
Got up, brush teeth, got clothes, etc, etc.
Cathy arrived, picked up Brandon. Melissa arrived. Handed out sandwiches, headed off into the car.
Got to Ontario Place. Walked a block because we got dropped off to early. During that time I saw the boys in Slow...
Let’s live in a place
that’s far away
where people don’t’ call
each other names
and I can finally say
the things that have been eating me
Let’s travel somewhere
far away
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I'll take it away
The horrors that begin to form it’s not something I would ignore It’s hidden in the dark hidden in you Hidden somewhere I would never think is true. Cause you see we’re one in the same we’re all afraid of things we can’t explain so let’s take this one step at time and see where it’ll take us further down the line I’m fighting a war that I’ll...
June 2012
8 posts
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It's FRIDAY -- Best Day Ever
So this Friday, was a particular good Friday.
I woke up and saw I had tons of likes on my music blog which is insane. Well, to me it’s insane because it never happened to me before. Like this many likes. On a post I made. Wow. Thanks to RadioDriveBy.
After that, I went to the library. You have to understand that I love reading. Whenever I go to the library, I bring a huge bag and borrow...
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My heart starts to break from the advice you give and that’s all that takes for this heart to break for these tears to start I want to find the strength to tell you the things I’ve been hiding inside but it’s somewhere down deep, in a place I can no longer reach. But I want you to understand, I want to trust you as much as you trust me I want to have the strength to say the...
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Dear my beloved,
Remember that night we spent,
gazing at the stars?
We walked by the park,
took a ride down the stream,
without a care.
The clock struck twelve,
the flowers bloomed
the kisses began.
The sun is coming.
-
You left me behind
Left with these feelings
with nowhere to go
A crash
and a burn
I wish I made you stay
but fate took control
and now I’m alone.
Dear...
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First, click here.
Then, here.
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The rain is pouring
and all I hear
is your voice
whispering
telling me,
the words I’ve been waiting for.
all this time.
I want to run to you.
Run and pick you up
and cover you in kisses
but nothing will bring us closer than this
I just hope this is enough
you in my arms
our hair stuck to our faces
...
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I feel lost
that the ground has swallowed me up
leaving nothing
but a shell.
There’s a ringing in my ear
a noise I cannot place.
What is it that you want?
I want it to stop
I want this to stop
I want to close my eyes
and feel the darkness take over.
I’m too tired
too tired to fight
to fight back and win
so I’ll just lay back
and let it take over.
Goodbye.
Towards Oblivion: To Try - by Mendy →
mendystar1:
I stand. A new opportunity lays in front of me. But I’m in fear. What if I mess up? What if I fail? What if I don’t measure up? But I quickly erase them. Cause this is no longer my fear. My fear of regret is now different. Because of this one person. Because of this one band. I want to change. …
Fly.
mendystar1:
I watched you grow up. Become a man. Getting stronger each day. I was a commoner. Unable to speak but you gave me a name. You presented me with your smile. Filled with warmth and courage. You wanted to take me away from here. But I couldn’t speak. I was filled with joy. For you, this person. So caring. Loving me. Always watching. There are wings behind your back. Fly. Fly wherever...
Death's Melody
mendystar1:
The First Melody
“All I see is blood red…”
“Cut!” a muffled voice came from her headphones as she stopped strumming her guitar. “Okay we’re done for the day. Let’s go eat—” the man said as the connection was cut off, Yuko slowly removed the headphones, careful of her guitar. She placed it on a stool and placed her guitar in the case. She looked at the window which...
May 2012
3 posts
Remember those nights where we laid around without a care in the world?
Me neither.
Nothing’s going right everything’s a mess I want to leave yet, I can’t take that risk
I am unknown to this world as I am to it I don’t know where to go I have yet know where to be I know I will fall in time by my own hand But where will this be? And can I see the sky from there?
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Worst day ever
I hate today.
So first, my school almost didn’t have a prom because these idiots on the prom committee thought it would be cool to give away free prom tickets to their friends. When the teacher supervising them saw that they were $1000 short, shit went down. They didn’t record who paid properly. They didn’t do shit properly so now they can’t even tell who paid or not...
April 2012
4 posts
fluxking:
d-ayna:
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So this weekend, I learned some stuff about university from my uncle. Now I feel like a fucking idiot. I swear, I’m going to punch myself in the face. I could have fucking changed programs and went somewhere else. Too late now. Fuck it. Why must I be depressed all the fucking time?!
Prom
My best friend asked me out to prom. We’re going out with all of our friends. It wasn’t awkward until he said ‘YES’ afterwards. Should I be worried?
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This has been one crazy weekend
On that note, I finally watched the Hunger Games so I can finally go back on tumblr, you spoiler site you.
March 2012
7 posts
I heard that a Trencher committed suicide today. And I later realized he followed me on twitter and I never talked to him. I wish I had. I wished I tried to show him how wonderful life is. To tell him the reasons to live. To get him to want to live.
They say, go talk to a counselor about things. My teacher got me to talk to a counselor about my problems and I couldn’t. I was going to. I was...
I’m reading a book right now called Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma. It’s about a love so strong that can never happen. And reading it just breaks my heart.
It makes me wanna cry.
I guess that’s why I like reading. It lets me release these feelings I have inside. All these feelings, I have no idea what to do with them. This feeling of longing for something I have never had. Feeling...
I wanted to write about what happened yesterday. Since it was really unexpected and it was really touching in some kind of way.
So in my English essay, I wrote about fate vs. free will and how free will causes me so much stress because of the various amount of choices I have to make in my life. I think I ..um.. exaggerated quite a lot because my English teacher thought I was going to commit...
I went to a university session two days ago. It wasn’t that hard. I was nervous at first but because I didn’t really have an interview, talking to someone one on one. It was okay. I was confident even.
I have no idea if I’ll get in but who knows. Maybe I will.
February 2012
11 posts
Save me with your words Whisper them in my ear and repeat them repeat them until I can hear no more. I’m tired. Just tired of all this shit this wall I’ve created myself The water overflows and I’m drowning in my pit of despair. This poem no longer rhymes because I’m not trying. Not anymore. Why think? Why act?
When everything we say Everything we do is ignored. I rather...
Sometimes I’m scared to meet some of my twitter friends, not that they’re creeps. More like, I’m quite different from who I am when I tweet. I’m fun. I guess on the internet. I speak my mind.
In RL, I think too much. I think before I speak but when I type. Whatever I think just comes out. Sometimes it’s a good thing, sometimes it’s bad.
I guess. You can delete...
The only thing I like myself is my hair. I guess that’s because I’ve been complimented about it so many times.
Everyone loves my hair.
Or so they tell me.
They love how it’s straight. Even though I didn’t comb it. Ever.
But that’s the only thing I like about myself.
That and my room.
What’s sad about songs or books is, it can teach you something but it can be good or it can be bad.
It can help you relate to experiences you’ve never had. Things you’ve never thought about it. Make you understand. See their side of things. And perhaps, make you a better person.
Then there’s the other side. It can help you wonder, more and more about the things that have...
I just finished reading “Thirteen Reasons Why” and it absolutely amazing. It tells a story of a girl that committed suicide and she explains through cassette tapes the reason why.
It makes you realize that some of us has it easy. I’ve never been bullied. I’ve never had rumors spread about me. I was never ditched. Lied to. Used.
But I still feel like shit.
It also makes...
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The night of my life.
No words to explain the night I had yesterday. It was absolutely amazing, though that is still not the right word.
These Kids Wear Crowns killed it on stage. When they stepped on stage with all those drums, and kicked off with “I Wanna Dance With Somebody” everyone stood up and danced. Even my sister was enjoying herself. They were amazing. I felt their set was cut off short and I was...
I’ve always hated myself. The one to judge is always myself. I’ve hated looking in the mirror for as long as I can remember. I tend to avoid mirrors, just to not look at my face. I hated my face.
When I started liking Marianas Trench (I mean liking as ‘liking-with-my-entire-being’) I started to like myself more. And due to my recent photography project where we had to take...
3 more days
Lately I’ve been playing a lot of Facebook games like “My Shops” and “Hidden Chronicles” instead of doing homework, doing homework at the last minute which isn’t acceptable because I have English, Physics and Calculus this semester.
And English is kinda stressing me out. I have to re-write an essay, write a reflective thing, write a proposal to write a book,...
Shit my sister says...
Sister: Do you like elephants?
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Sister: If I were a painting of a hot guy, would you like me?
Me: No.
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Sister: If you met a girl with triangular boobs, what would you do?
Me: Stare at them and wonder what the hell?
Me: They have to be fake really.
Friend: I'll be called a perv.
Sister: What if it was a guy with triangular boobs?
Friend: Still wouldn't look.
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Sister: Your fingers are so squishy. squish. squish. squish.
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Sister: *Yells something about porn and what an idiot the guy is*
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Sister: Guess what song came on. I wanna be..
Me: THE VERY BEST. THAT NO ONE EVER WAS
Together: DUN DUN DUN.
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*comes in when I'm in the washroom doing my business*
Sister: So... how you doing?
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Shit my sister says
Sister: My poop has magical abilities. It has pixie dust and has pixie wings.
Me: So basically it's Edward Cullen? You gave birth to Edward?
Sister: No, he's my grand-child
Me: Who's his mom and dad?
Sister: His mom was my poop and his dad was some sewer rat.
Me: No wonder he smells.
Sister: He's not related to me.
Me: But he came from your poop
Sister: I disowned him.
Me: Then he must get it from the rat side of the family.
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I’m tired of all the fighting. I saw two people lash at each other because of their opinions. Maybe they had a shitty day? Maybe they were stressed? I don’t know but I didn’t want to be updated every five minutes of their fight over the Fallout music video.
And who cares if there’s an ‘apostrophe’ in Marianas Trench or not? People can spell things wrong....
January 2012
26 posts
Highly Illogical.: You meet so many people every... →
orly-peach:
You meet so many people every day. Words are exchanged, eyes are met, smiles offered. So many of them pass through your life, elusive and fleeting, like a sudden breeze. Occasionally (just occasionally), you meet somebody of worth; someone who comes to mean something to you and becomes a presence…
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Believe (my song)
Her smile, Is full of regrets And I think I want her to smile again Like the sun Just so warm She’s the only star in my sky I see her mouth all the lyrics of her songs from her favorite bands And I think she’s just so beautiful But she doesn’t see it. She doesn’t see it~ Cause she cast this large web of lies that she tells herself a million times Every time she steps in...
